I am the only one to blame.
I am making myself insane.
I already know this route.
It's a pattern that takes me straight to hell.
Then back again when things flow.
Then another attack and there we go.
Over and over,
I am no longer available for this demented lifestyle.
I bailing out,
I just can not make.another exception and give in to that extra mile.
That leaves me with no smile.
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