I'm that unfortunate thing
That God created just for the purpose of
playing.
Left me in the midst of zombie world
Sucking my blood with so much ease
And its flowing now all over my body
My heart now, aches coz its already burst
And I created a pool of my toxic blood
Where the devil's of this age swims.
My creator even took his eyes away from
me,
I hv nobody to weep
When he rejoices in my pain
THY god long live, in my broken veins
Coz I wanna die soon
2 early, its already late.
Afraid, my day isn't coming
Still waiting for my days 2 get over
And ill be living in the black sky
As it's a white world
And I'm unfit for it.
So I kept bleeding
Till my blood turns blue.
With my senses mixed with the cloud air.
And my soul out of my body
Flowing in the dark ocean waves
And I engulf the salty waters in my nose.
Twisting and tangling around
my body.
Its a toy in gods hands
He plays however he wants.
I'm in the corner of this deep world
Where my soul jumps out
Out of the windowpane
And meets jesus in the heavens
When my lord shiva left me
I'm a begger in gods doors
Waiting for my call to ring.
©blueinme
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