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bloody cradles

I dont know where I am
where I was
as a baby they cram
now I cram jus cuz
no one knows who I am
I dont know who I am
when im under man I jam
all because you're bigger man
bloody cradles in my head
I couldnt walk though the halls
the walls close around and im dead
fingers and colors over those walls
I couldnt breath
but I let it go
I watch the smoke leave
but where dose it go
that cradle from long ago
how did you take that away
im tripin over blue skies and my ego
I didnt know where to go but I found a way
im afraid to touch my own skin
I feel as if it will break at the seems
my fingers feel thin
as I walk through my broken dreams
I watch you talk
your laugh caries up my spine
I fall each step I walk
but I cant get to where you win
my skin falls apart
seems to spill in my hands
as I do you take a part
mom and dad left me alone
I made it feel divine
yet all I want is to cry on the phone
but all those feelings aline

©deafdrift