Valentine's is coming
February a month of love right?
But I'm lonely the most
With no one to call my own
It reminds me of the blades
My blood dripping down the petals
I feel the same pain I felt 5 years ago
I relieve the emotions for I loved and lost
I recall that very day
How happy I was in the morning
Little did I know that it'd turn into mourning
I remember looking at my life
Knocked down by a drunk careless driver
I remember the scene like it was yesterday
I remember that damn day to date
My love lying lifeless on the road
That sight right there killed me a million
Zillion times a hundred times
I begged people to wake me up
For I thought it was just another nightmare
I pinched my arm
Just to be hit by reality
I'm not dreaming
He was actually there
In a pool of blood
People taking pictures
Others recording videos
You'd think it was a Nollywood scene
Seeing our love life in flashes
He was from proposing and I had said yes
It was a dinner date
And I was dressed in red
Red, red, red ooh gosh I hate that colour
I remember how much I begged the driver to hit me too
I wanted to follow my love
For he said nothing would ever come in between
He promised to never leave me and now this
He lied, he left
And left me miserable
My life shattered
My heart broken
And on his funeral
I begged him to wake up
"Ooh please babe cut the crap, it's not funny"
I asked him so nicely to just open his eyes
And see how messed up I was
Ooh well he always said he never wanted to see me unhappy
I guess that's the main reason he refused to wake up
Finally they lowered his casket down
I wanted to following him in
I wanted to go with my love
But they wouldn't let me
They were all being selfish and unreasonable like him
They didn't want me happy
That's why the y'all held me back
My life in black and white
I saw nothing but darkness
I fainted thrice that day
He left me
Just like that
I lost him
Never to see him again
Hivyo tu to date siamini
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Life is a series of pain
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