When Nothing is left
I Won't Tell You
What I'm about to do
Forever That Feeling of Spent!!
Indecisions,
Clouded with Tunnel Vision,
Funneled down to
One last thought.
It Boomarangs Back to Me,
While the Rest Scatter
From Minds Catapult.
Locked in A Blanket of Fog,
a Frozen State,
With the Blood Red Stain
I Think about Fate
This Soul is
Beginning to Bleed!!!
Fear is Spreading
Through Me
And my Can not Rest,
Paranoia Follows Me
Like Some Kind of Pest!!
I have Faded Away,
Then Fell Out of Place,
I Can't Remember Myself,
Have I Been Replaced?!!?
Having No Memory,
Memory Has Gone Blank
Have My thoughts
Been Replaced or
Completely Erased??
"A BLUE SHADE OF SICKNESS", Is What Causes
the Pain!!, It Won't Go Away,
It Won't Even Wane!!!
Deaths Haunting Me
Like Screams From a Nest,
The Pistol is in My Grip,
On My Lip It Rest!!
To Decide Not to Stay
Or to Live in this Place,
It's Just To Hard to Scream
Without a Face!!!
As I Slip Into The Void,
To Escape All The Noise,
Because,
When It All Turns Black
There Is No Going Back!!!
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