I sleep, text & stay in my room
Wishing my life was so cool like a boom
By boom I mean getting girls & going out, I guess I have no clue?
I dream about changing the world
but Im always busy wanking of some insta girls
But I guess thats called a dreamworld
I stay in my room to get away from the stress
Even though God gave us the test, Well I failed the test so you haters can say to me "you are nowhere near the best"
Sometimes feel like my life is a lie and I wanna slowly die.
I just wanna be happy and fly but I guess im still ashamed of being bie.
I know deep down my dad is ashamed of me being his son.
"well dad maybe you shouldve done it up moms bum"
If Im not the son you wanted maybe you would be more happier if i was done
This is some negative shit, where is my motivation?
Could I be helped by Meditation?
The answer is no.....Because Im bored with zero motivation.
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