Please Im at my Breaking Point Dear god I ask you to take my pain away,
Most people couldn't even fatham the smallest pain that I carry day to day,
God doesn't seem to answer requests to allow someones pain to Fade,
Never had pleasant memories the ones I had were aparently misplaced,
Remember times when life was more simple only thoughts of fun & play,
Foundation built on loyalty and honesty qualities of mine can't be frayed,
Never speaking on my issues just hoping and wishing for better days,
Tramatized by dead bodies and fake love that was just a masquerade
Can't forget the conniving "Friends" I knew better than to associate,
Mother left me for dead never expect her to be the one to Betray,
Can't remember ever fealing content my stress level overweighed
Cant express to you the extent of my pain words Just can't convey,
Pressure is building up especially when noone really gives a fuck,
No need to murder me just give me a minute to Self Destruct,
Every single piece of happiness taken with just a simple pluck,
Only thing inside left is hate and pain continues to build until I erupt.,
Cant control my anger I explode and show out quickly and ebrupt,
Never realize what I'm doing my actions usually mincing or corrupt,
My minds a hell house of pain a one man prison of my own construct,
This mental box is so torturous chains of all feelings exept that of love.
©rexx
R