"Breathe" they said
" it's just in and out"
a brand new day yet the same old me
I tell myself today we fly
but she shuts me in before I can spread my wings
I lay out a simple path but she comes
and adds these traps
now I'm thinking twice and as time moves with every second
I find myself in a battle
of which thoughts are mine and which are hers
she brings out these fears and I always end up in tears
she always magnifies the thorns and makes me forget about the rose
because of her I'm trapped in a shell
oh on I mean a cell
she has a way of getting in my head and makes me doubt what I clearly know
and even when I don't know the outcome,she opens up the worst possible ones.
She is anxiety and see she is stuck with me,
she follows me and chokes me
so I can't breathe , I feel like I can't live if she doesn't leave
she blocks the sun with all her the cloudy thoughts, so I can't breathe ,
it's not that easy, if she's always busy
making a mountain out a mole hill and
I can't breathe or take a chill pill
cause it's like she's out to kill
all my happy moments of looking forward to live and enjoy each breath
she won't let me but I just want to breathe .......
©ceejay09
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