I sat there sobbing
my heart ripped into pieces
and all I wanted was a bullet through my brain
knowing it would hurt less
I screamed on the inside
and all that came out was...
why?..
I felt my entire world crumble
underneath me...
but I just sat there...
empty, numb and defeated
the one person I loved more than anything killed everything inside me
and that was the worst pain I have ever felt
©jolade
J