Some times the nights get so lonely and I'm left wishing I was sleeping next to someone, even when I wake up in the middle of the night and break down in tears that special someone is right beside me to comfort me and tell me everything is going to be alright
At times I want to be held so tight, Just to feel right, With a little ray of hope, to feel loved adored appreciated no matter how difficult I'm to love, no matter how hard I'm to be around
Sometimes I just wish someone would love all my broken pieces whole, most of the times I yearn for that special someone who would take the risk of fixing me not afraid of being broken in the process
Sometimes I'm just left dreaming of my prince charming loving me to eternity,,,,, Hoping that he comes soon for this wait is so long, boring and unbearable
So many lonely nights, Nothing feels right, No one to hold me tight, no one to show me the light, I'm all alone in the dark, trying to locate my self, trying so hard to fix my self, which ain't an easy task, I'm locked up in my own mind, no one to help free me, no one to come to my rescue
So many tears flowing freely from my eyes, So much pain and agony, Nothing seems to workout, they say unity is strength sadly I'm all alone, they say a problem shared is half way solved too bad I got no one to talk to
How I wish someone would hold me at the moment, At this same moment to help me forget how much I'm hurting even if it's just for a moment to wipe away my tears, to make me smile even if it will take a while, How I wish this loneliness would come to a sudden halt and end all this hurt
How I wish I'd have my own person, someone I'd call in the middle of the night when the monsters start tormenting me and he won't feel bothered nor disturbed, Someone I'd cry to with no fear of being judged or scolded, someone who wouldn't be scared to love a broken lady like me, someone who would appreciate me just the way I'm, someone who would understand my frequent mood swings, my highs and lows, my tantrums and panic/anxiety attacks, someone who wouldn't force me to act fine while I'm not fine at all. In simple terms I wish I'd have a guy who would just love me the way I'm.
©mara_pain
life is a series of pain.
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