Can someone please show me how to turn off my heart,
It causing more than just pain, its ripped me apart.
No matter what I do, I keep getting it wrong,
Maybe I've meant to be alone all along.
I guess its true what they say, my heart you can't save,
I guess its true what they say, broken heart, early grave.
I wish for once in my life I get something right,
Instead of panicking, crying, or starting a fight.
I'm broken, I'm shattered, I've lost my way,
It will be my normal, every minute, every day.
My love is much stronger then I'm led to believe,
What can I say, I wear my heart on my sleeve.
I wish you could see the hurt that you've caused,
I wish you could see past all my flaws.
I've given you everything within me to give.
But how is it fair, thats no way to live.
Why do I feel like I'm always betrayed,
How long must I continue this cold masquerade.
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