She's beginning to think she can't be fixed.
Forever broken..
Thoughts in her mind can't mix.
They say some things are better left unspoken.
Fear of hearing about your self worth and doubt.
Fear has her staring down at the floor careful not to catch someone's eye.
Depression is eating away at her soul and has her blind to what life really is about.
She is starting to even believe her own lies.
Does anyone see the shame she carries upon her shoulders?
The bum, the junkie, the worthless mother.
Endless dreams and ambition leave her only growing colder.
Her heart is as cold as ice she still loves fully like no other.
She is beginning to feel like her broken pieces can never be glued back together.
A lost cause, a waste of God's space.
She always grits her teeth and tries to convince herself she can take on whatever.
She will do what she does best and hide from the world and disappear without a fucking trace.
©freebird18
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