I never knew what love was not from my parents or anybody.
when I thought I had it, I see my nude on someone's phone or video of us showing love plastered on the screen out there for someone to see,to be called a slut,all for love.
he came into my life like a fairy tail,swept me off my feet like a damsel in distress I was. I thought he was gonna give me my happy ending. I thought so soon.
it started with one slap and a sorry thereafter and a promise "I will never do it again" he said.
the promise was broken too soon then there came slaps and apologies right after. I always stayed because I knew each slaps were my mistakes and he loved me.
but if this was truly what was love I don't want love anymore. it's too painful to love.
©pretiestef
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