Broken to a point healing cant even take place
I meditate day and night to calm this storm i feel inside
But at the end of the day its just the raw pain feeding on every ounce of strength I have left
I cant sugar coat how sorrowful life can get
But it has took so much away from me
My pride
My joy
My confidence
My peace
Looking at me i no longer recognize the person I see
Just a empty vessel staring at me with nothing but heartache and worries
its not easy to know I'm not anything I use to be
I feel reckless with all these burden some feelings, this heaviness on my heart I can no longer restrain
Losing myself slowly i cant even stand still
My mind is like a roller-coaster full of so much uncertain emotions
The further it goes ,the deeper my insecurities get
I feel like I'm been punished for a sin i didn't commit
Lost in the depth of this pain
My heart is under so much strain
How can I heal with all this pain inside of me
©audreanna
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