As I stare at what we were,
I think back to what we now are.
All the memories still haunt me
they still live with me,
still consume me
it was all that we could be.
But that was the past.
you left a scar on my heart
my heart now in a cast.
now to broken to restart.
You loving me was what this was all about
and all I can do is block the pain out
but how can I?
see this pain is what you left me
it's all I got left of you
I tried hard to repair it, got the stitches, the tape, the plaster even tried the glue.
But all of it was futile, because when a heart breaks no amount of anything could ever heal it, ever fill it, ever complete it.
Don't you get it?
The pain you left me is permanent.
So go away now get out of my face,
you know I'll be impossible to replace
as vast as time, grouth, and even space.
But when I look at you now
all I see is this disgrace.
Not worth the chase.
loving you was my mistake.
©brokensoul
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