They will first break ur heart, make u suffer and then return back to you when there is nothing left in u anymore..not even feeling of hate, anger, offence.. just indifference and that's the final stop after centuries of patience, kindness and pain.. and that's the worst feeling, u know why? caz it shapes woman into a warrior, it teaches her to live alone and to judge people strictly, to never trust any single human being in this world and most importantly, remain as cold as ice.. it's what's called a defence mechanism, ur castle, ur safety.. u protect urself from outer world's chaos.. u build ur walls so high so that no one could ever climb them and reach u.. u become isolated, u look strange in people's eyes caz u aren't friendly, talkative and nice as before.. but u were! u were an angel until they broke ur wings and woke up demons in u.. who's fault is it? and after all that they've done, they have impudence to blame u for not giving them enough warmth? hey u, shitasses, weren't u the ones who put out my inner fire and made me turn into a Snow Queen? fuck urself, I'm no longer who I was in my past life and I will never break my walls for ur ease.. really wanna have me in ur life? Great. put in some effort, crawl, get exhausted, beg for a long and then if ur able to develop atleast some pity feelings in me towards u, thank God for such noble attitude and pray that I accept u.. and yeah, one more thing, probably u will have to wait for my response.. how long? same length of time that u made me wait once upon a time.. or wait, a little bit more.. what to do, revenge is revenge and looking at ur endless survival will give me the best satisfaction feelings ever.. anyway, gotta go, Tata byee, see u soon crawling back to me✌😈
©molly
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