When I met you my heart was in millions of pieces. You try to put it together. But it didn't work. You have to have patience and understanding. You have to know my story. I thought have passed. I have nightmares. That hunt me in my dreams. Tell trying to see what you plain is. Wonder how far we go. I won't give you my heart so you can destroy it. Love is everything to me. My feeling and my motion are over the place. I am trying to be the best of myself. But my nightmare keeps bringing me to the past. Maybe it is time to make a change. Sometimes is hard to imagine it. My heart is broken. But you try to fix it. Trying to put the pieces together. It just keeps falling out. I wonder if he trying too hard. My heart knows more than me. Trying to bounce back from a broken heart. Only your true love can fix a broken heart. Love me for who I am. Don't take my love for weakness. My heart is weak. But my love is strong. I don't want to give up on love. Love will always find me. But how will I know is real. Trying to find the answer. Fear always takes over me. I don't want to be a victim. I was born to be savory. I still trying to figure out things. But you by myself it makes it easy. I still wondering if you are real or not. My heart always gave me into trouble I gave my heart to the wrong person. What it did broke my heart and me as a person. Now trying to put it together. It has been driving too much. It has so many scares. It was beating and pushed to its limit. It heals because time is passing by. My nightmare is in past. Tell trying to make changes. I put my heart in a safe place. Know one will break it again. One more broken heart. I will push myself to my limit. To see how far I go. I have to see and wait to see where it goes. Don't know further. I know my past. Hope to see true love. I don't want any fake love. I want true love Be that person I desire. Show me the love and affection. Love takes time and feeling. To then I will express myself with words and motion. You have to try hard. A broken heart is never easy. But if it is real I don't have to try hard. Just have to keep my gear up. Hope that one person can hold a broken heart. Only my true love can fix a broken heart.
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