I know i am not beautiful!
My character is not attractive
But I am human
Please respect me
And let me live!
If you can't give me special attention
Don't give!
I am not asking for it
But atleast don't ignore me!
I don't know where I will get solace
I am still searching it...
I don't know if my deeds will decide my destiny
Or it's already decided by supremes!!
Life the word itself is far away from my dictionary
I doubt will I ever find what life is?
Do i deserve only harshness!
Only disappointment!
Only depression!
Don't I deserve happiness?
Is my life so cold?
My deeds so numb to cherish my life?
Is life a game and i am a player rather weakest player
I can't fight all the nonsense around me!
I don't know if i m a mistake of nature
I can't find way out of mess
I can't find solace
I can't fight everything around me
I don't have solution of everything
I doubt rather believe that death is more peaceful than life!
Maybe you find me a coward
Yes I am!! Life has defeated me with it's challenges
I don't want to live anymore
If I can't die let my feelings be dead!!
Let my life be so cold, my heart be so feeling less
that even happiness turn into ice!!
If don't deserve it i don't want it
Let your attention, your compliments be with you!!
I am happy to be the crystal of ice.
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