Broken down and broken hearts
This isn't sweet, it is more tart
No one knows, no one sees
How alone I want to be
The good, the bad
And where is the mad?
Can I shake this?
Can I escape this?
I gave you everything
It meant everything
I gave you my all
But instead, you let me fall
You never bothered
Did you want to be bothered?
Was it your intent to make me cry?
To make me feel like I died?
Well, I did, and it hurt
It hurts to feel the hurt
I hate it
I want to throw a fit
You said you'd never leave me
But you let me be
If only you knew
All the things I do
I did for a reason
It's no treason
For everything I do,
I did because I loved you
But is your feelings there?
Or do your own concerns take over there?
Since you've been gone
My feelings of everything have gone
What if I don't want to be saved?
What if I have already caved?
Do you even care?
You're not there
Was it my fault?
Why am I at fault?
What have I done?
Was I even enough?
Please
I'm on my knees
I need to know
At least before you go
If you leave me forever
Give me one answer, a sign, whichever
You know I hate being left alone
I feel like I'm stuck in stone
I can't take this
It has come to this
Did you want me?
Or did you only want me for my body?
I try to talk to you
Only to you
But there's a scene
And you become mean
And it scares me
As you stare at me
Your once perfect eyes
Become a surprise
Now blank and careless
As you seem spareless
Broken down and my broken heart
Now both our hearts forever part...
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