I know you're gone
Never to return
Not to me for sure
For it her that matters
I only your past
A terrific dream you try to avoid
Not to ruin your present.
I know it's wrong
Truth you left me broken
Yet why do I care how you live
Why do I mind who it is
when I know I ain't the one
I know I can't get you back
Yet why still feel attached you.
Why does it hurt to know you're gone
Why do I still long for your affection
Knowing all were lies you fed me.
Wishing I didn't meet you first
Yet holding on each memory we had
Acting like it doesn't hurt at all
When am dying deep inside
Hating the tales of love
Yet hoping that we reverse the past
Perhaps I could rectify all the fawls
So you couldn't meet her at all
Then our bond would be safe.
Think like this I stop and laugh
Knowing it's all illusion yet am lost.
Trying to collect broken pieces
Knowing it late yet still I long for you.
©meisha
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