The good things in life never last for long
The smiles you see on my face became a frown behind the scene I'm blown
The jovial girl you see around cries her self to sleep
You know,
Forever doesn't exist
Tomorrow never comes
The next minute is never a promise
We only have now
To soak, weep and mourn
I'm a mourner
I'm mourning my innocent heart that got hurt for trying to trust someone once again
I'm mourning the naive me
Me who couldn't differentiate
Between I love you and I love you
You see the first I love you is the first feeling you think you feel once you see someone pretty
And the second one is the one you feel when you get to know more than what you see
It doesn't make sense i know.
He promised to never lay his hands on me
AGAIN
He promised to never get physical with me
AGAIN
He promised
It was a promise
A promise he made
And as we all know promises were meant to be broken
Yeah guess what?
He broke it
I don't know if I'm physically in pain or I'm emotionally bleeding
All I know is that he hurt me
Not the kinda hurt that you see but the kinda hurt that can't be seen but only felt with the one that's hurting
I'm in tears and in so much pain
I feel betrayed
I'm broken
My healing wounds opened
Bleeding like a stream
Streaming from the top of a mountain
I'm afraid
Afraid that he's gonna do it all over again
Afraid that he's gonna break my hand this time round
I'm afraid that he's gonna kill me out of anger
If I give him another chance
My heart is yearning for him
But my mind is preventing me from going back into his arms once again to be broken like this
So I'm confused
I still love him
I don't wanna leave him
But ......
But......
But....
Just call me
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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