13 and a half years, together faithfully, supposedly you say the same thing.
as you explain differently, in your words, genuinely, speakin'.
actions sometime tell another story, sometimes its hard to believe in.
when neither one wants to admit to any wrong doing.
turns out becoming the same damn thing,
it comes down to no point of return, seems like we never learn.
what it takes for us to really put 100%in it.
actually stick to it, for more than 123, quit.
what does that even mean, just wondering if we'll get out of this rut we always fall in.
once again, repeat the same damn thing.
in denial with myself, stress taking over my health. ashamed to tell anybody bout myself.
when I'm asked," how I'm doing"?
I pretend I'm better now, than I ever were back then...
This story to be Contin....
till next time, Signing out, N-E-N;-)
©mamacita
M