Encountering that male gendered individual our friendship formed for us to be close. So I took a risky step I gave him my trust. Motivated by loyalty I stood with him. Through the rain, the sun shine ,the pain and all the things life brings. Running from the one time minds and energy devoted on acquiring dividends. Thoughts were that our friendship would never end. Until He betrayed left me for the sharks that tried devouring my soul they wanted my heart. Belief held that a blessing was genetic relations. Reality came up for a visit and my head fell down. Blood family showed me the most trying times packing on heavy hate. I truly regret it I kept a ignorant pure heart. Gazing back I behaved pathetically. Prophetically I seen the signs of downfall with my own eyes. My Heart overruled my mind I averted from eyes from their toxic traits. That was till no more tears would fall. Then coping with pain took drugs directing my mind and numbing my heart. Our Vibe was euphoric for that woman the gas I floored it. For her smile that curved just right. For Those pale emerald eyes glistening bright. For the loving connect I felt in our sexual thrills. I went and put a hold on my life giving her sixty percent of my effort day and night. Love elevated to its peak engaging in deep talks with her by my side. Then the journey went down hill her toxic traits dismantles our potential. Through her addiction she stabbed me through her greed she slapped me. Even then my love for her told me we were meant to be everlasting. Then everything crashed down. She spoke lies of my chance to be a father. Now with her I dont even bother she made my heart harder. Broken Trust now its difficult to love. I hardly tend to trust and careful with how I disperse my hugs
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