Not knowing anymore what to say or when to say it.
Being shut completely out of his life with no way to commit to it.
Feeling so very desperate to who is my one and only favorite.
Kneeling every moment to beg and praying to God,
for time to allow us to permit to it.
The odds are clear,
plain to refrain as day,
This father is wanted to not be there,
Pushed away expected to just exit to it.
Speaking Sparkling strands of subliminal rhymes,
in a language to you to help,
But never is there any reply to it.
I'll always be right here,
in the North east corner,
God's Will be done,
Never to quit I'll admit to it.
I wont sleep,
for time is too short my clock can not run out,
my strength is growing showing to it.
Realizing soon enough,
love is way to tough even though this distance is rough,
on both of us test is a true fit to it.
Empowering the towering misunderstandings,
leaving the receiving void of his heart open broken to it.
How can you not see the severity degree,
In the plea now that
I'm giving revealing to it?
After so long,
It just does not seem but just so wrong,
the "reason" for our division to it.
I have even taken all of blame,
not to the mention the shame,
That comes with the name to it.
I blew it,
It's too late now, can not fix it.
Correction subjection to the protection,
is only the way you want to end this,
dont do it!
Stepping out of the lime light
To prove my innocents,
does not do a damn thing
to bring him back to me even a little bit.
Between you and I,
Are the ones who really knows,
why you chose,
keeping him from me
selfishness has a nice ring to it.
When the moment
finally hits brinking thinking to it.
Instead it will yet again be my fault,
Shouldnt it?
Thousands of words,
We niether are cowards,
Stop this so we can correct all of the hazards.
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