(I remember) In the darkest December,
the coldest winter, my body shivered.
The coldest snow, cold northwind
bleeding fluries, the greatest storm begins...
This place was supposed to be chosen
and Gods howled here.
Now with the wind as my voice, I endear..
I'm without a heart in these frozen years
the snow has become my soil,
My searching ended and
my heart was gone to the spoil.
Northern doom, life in the frost
The coldest bloom, my time has stopped
Lethal wind, freezing orgy
Cold death, there's no glory
Essential bloom, the heart I've lost
The coldest doom, my life has stopped.
Killing wind, lethal purge.
Blood shed, lamenting a dirge (of life)
Without a heart, I'm in tundra cold
Trying to reach it once more, to hold.
I follow the sunlight
and hear the howl,
In the mouth of a storm,
my last light went afoul.
I thought I could make It solo to the end,
but finally my faith started to bend.
Surviving, it was all I thought..
It made me bleed
when I went asleep,
I bled for the frost,
for the fears I keep
My heart had been stolen and carried away...
And when I cried, only the echoes remained..
Emptiness had filled me...
I see my heart ablaze
but it's just out of reach..( It's calling)
I'm like a frozen flower covered with ice,
my soul is cold and ready to die
The cold night freezing up my sins,
the memories of ice burning within...
But I see flames of gold &
the last of the leaves are still burning bold..
Now all the ashes contain my heart
I'm a flame! One with the dark..
My unleashed thoughts are flying
to the distant land of dreams...
(disappearing in the sand)
Walking towards the night...
Firewalk, I want to feel it again...
Dancing with the flames,
does it feel the same?
Tears of blood, they have burned my face...
I need to feel my hearts burning embrace...
C.G. Jung
{ "Discover that in
the very Darkness of Nature,
a light is hidden, a little spark
that without which the Darkness
would not be the Darkness.
(This is the "Lumen Naturae")
The light of the Darkness itself
which illuminates it's own Darkness,
and this light the Darkness does comprehend."}
©infj-loki
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