But she says she loves me

She never miss me,
But she always miss me too,
She never loves me if yes once or twice,
But she always loves me too,
Short 'let's leave it replys',
To which I must wait for a while,
But she says she loves me.
She never calls me darling but 'you',
She never minds what I am going through,
She dares not to make me stay,
She never consider my feelings in choosing what to say,
I'm the one who should always text first,
If I don't she neglects me for all days,
Until I can no longer sustain the pain,
Either I do or not neither she looses nor she gains,
But she says she loves me.
She loves me with all discomforts she creates
Though I'm not sure but I can guess,
It's like she wants me to talk first let's break,
The more I don't give up the more she hates,
I still love her with all my heart hope one day she understands.😩
©delmundo