Ive been feeling low
I lost all my confidence
I hate myself
Why
Why
Why
I've been told its not depression
What is it then?
Is it me just being myself
Am i still going to get help for it or am i going to be forgotten
I want to feel better but i dont know where to start
I wish i could change the person i am but i cant
Its gentetically impossible
But why am i like this
I want to be like the cool kids but for me its like saying i want to be pretty
But for me calling myself pretty is like stabbing myself simontanioisly and feeling the agony and anxiety running around my body
Because i know that my looks are far away from the prettier girls
But why am i like this
Why am i the way i am
Why am i the quiet and shy girl who hardly talks
and the lost goes on ....
but why do i hate myself so much
thats just how it goes
thats how my life is
Comment if you can relate to this, thanks?
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