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butterflies

every time I see you.
there's a pit in my stomach.
shifting between infatuated and madly in love.
I'm in agony.
pure sweet agony.
intoxicated by your touch.
mesmerized by your kiss.
I cannot get enough.
like a drug I need you.
like some candy I want you.
yet I think inside my mind I can't live without you.
yet I messaged you hoping for a instant reply.
two seconds later I'm on cloud nine falling so fast I think I need to be in ICU.
life support, I'm in love, what do I do?!
suddenly we exchanged numbers pics and laughing hysterically.
yet I can't stop.
this feeling that roars inside me like a lion.
yet you're in my mind at night.
crawling to surface.
making me feel alive.
yet you give me butterflies yet it's like a whole zoo in my heart.
yet I love you and I don't want to stop.
I don't want to live if it means having my heart dropped.
yet I love you.
I want you.
and I won't ever stop.
©darkdeity