No laughter "no fun" in a shell Hiding from the sun Numb and dumb by my own feelings betrayed by the healing searching for happiness loving you though i grew weaker without a glow i gave you the sun you brought snow, a prey on the cascades of life seems like decades since my heart has rejoice smiling in thoughts of you, in tears you've left me glued enduring seasons in my room wondering in anger "you were suppose to make me stronger"now in myself i feel like a monster the cause of disaster facing my outcome hurting inside,imagination and memories ignite flames that only burn at nights as the bed bugs bite tearing apart,the still life ,making it past "fast" taking doses of aftermath....
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