It pains me to say this but "Good night buddy".
Not even a single word can slip out my mouth
Not even a single tear fell from my eyes
All I can feel is my heart being stabbed
A thousand times by a million knives.
Thoughts ran in my head like hell
Memories of a puppy I picked up from a dump
She looks so trashy but her eyes were pretty
She looks so fierce but she is filled with tears
She is scared but yet no one cared.
From that day on I promise to keep you...
Be with me until you grow old and grumpy
Care for you and let you live a care free life
Love you and make you my best buddy
Have you always by my side 'til the day you die
But why? Why so soon?
It is so hard to keep seeing you in every corner
It hurts to have you in my mind all the time...
But do you know what hurts more?
It's the fact that, "My buddy is gone "
When you've just given birth to your puppies
When you're learning how to be a mom
When you're practicing to play crazy tricks
When you're trying to explore your new world
I can't believe it'll be the reason for your fall.
It was in the 20th of April at four pm
A police car is driving real fast
You were peeing across the road and "Wahh"
All I can hear is that painful cries and moan
And your heart shattering call.
You've held on for 58 hours and left us
At two in the dawn of the 23rd
I stayed by your side,
As you reach out your paw to my hand...
I never knew it is already your first and last goodbye.
©amaia
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