I search but you hide
paddled for your search
in thorny waters my feet hurt
but your love too intricate you made
am at gun point for loving you
gummy I have become
punches you won't imagine
a bloody nose nothing more
fighting for you alone
but you hide like was
a disgrace a criminal
just for love I seek
its like you are in dilemma
my heart dilapidated it is
dilating to burst more
because of you slow actions
my patience on strings
all you need is a corker
perfect am not like the others
clandestinely our love you made
my pockets fit not your desires
now childish I sound all for
hidden love and you unmentioned
am at a burial of the love
I lifted u cherished not
burnished it but its beauty lost
bolshy my name is laughter
too loud on the streets I made
when I saw you I smiled
the long waiting I thought
it would be a bonanza
but you didn't even wave
I swallowed my pride
but my love in secrecy
the search I have stopped
you moving on I will respect
a blissful life I will try with the
angel I wish comes to reality
but with you I say bye to
your hiding and my seeking
©matthewk
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