I'm so done with this, they say it's for "the safety." Like a pea I feel uneasy they're not here to please me and that's alright, what's not alright is feeling as if you're not just caged in your own thoughts but you're caged in reality as well.
I know oh too well that change and I have never been close, we've always been miles apart and I don't feel comfortable with change being apart of my life, unless I've chosen to take that step.
I am independent but I no longer hold the key, it's now in the hands of security. My independent heart longs to be back to where it use to be, back to running freely and not feeling like you need to watch your back 2 seconds into your walk.
I'm so done with this.
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