They now live in my abode
Refusing to ever leave me
The well of tears never run dry
And I never stop drinking from it....
Brooding over nothing but her
Once part of every moment that pass
Leaving without her seems like ...
Life will end soon
Gone are those days we
Wine and dine together..,.
Now I cry and smile with empty space
No beautiful face to smile with again...
Every part of my heart has been broken
Everyone around has fake smiles
.......Not even a spare piece of joy......
Everyone seems like her bringing
Back those pretty worries
A burden that is hard to carry and refuse to be dropped on earth...
A sore that seems everlasting
And can never be soothed
No piece is left for love
Only heartlessness is found
Striving to find pleasure in life
Is life using cup to take water
From a river still it runs dry
Now that I feel unprotected
What is love to make me trust..?
This pain...
I wish you can leave me...
Free me like a bird leaving its shell
Dropping the load of hatred
Even enthusiasm cannot help
How i wish i could see the beauty in life
And let the loss becone forgotten..
And let the pain desert me....
©steveandy
S