can u feel it

I can't do this
I feel ill
It's like my body is
speculating,
My mind is
contemplating,
The nightmares are
imitating,
Feelings all
disapainting,
Heart and soul
separating,
All alone
anticipating,
my heart ticks,
my pluses ticks,
my heart ticks,
my pulse ticks,
my heart ticks,
my pulse ticks,
Can you feel it?
©robecca