We're breathing long enough to make it to the end,
And my heart has hidden bruises that become reasons to cry.
If I can't reach the sands,
If I'm drowning in my own blues,
Can I truly defy my depressing thoughts?
Afraid of renouncing and that this could be the last scene of you,
Although I love,
It appears to be a losing game and that tiredness is crushing my heart,
The realistic nightmares are darkening my colors, and stealing my light,
Would I ever reflect a cheerful life?
If I don't even recognize myself.
I always end up skipping the encouraging lines,
Perhaps I'm an echo,
Perhaps I long to go back to my original self,
And start differently,
Still, I can't find you in this perpetual dusk,
Lying down and dreaming of a promising dawn.
"Why are we feeling so numb, why can't we focus on the bright side " it's a phrase that combined with sadness,
Prompts a hopeless doubt.
Intermittent reflections of a mirror,
Are you fading in my eyes?
The hours won't ever come back and we,
We're losing us,
Can we ever go back?
©noreil
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