All gone, all gone, all gone...
I keep reapeating those same words.
I never anticipated experiencing a stab in my chest.
Love NEVER dies,
NEVER leaves,
and NEVER departs.
Why did my love leave?
Why did my love depart?
Why was my love forced to fade?
I reflect on the words you spoke to me for days.
"I'll never leave you,"
I repeat those words in my head like a haunting melody.
Despite your promise to stay, you left,
and I am aware that you didn't choose to go,
but i cant seem to stop blaming you, and I can't seem to forgive you. You've caused me tremendous pain.
Please let me know that you recognize and sense my suffering from the heavens above.
Will we cross paths again?
Should I end this chapter and move on from you, or not?
Do you wish to see me?
Tell me you haven't actually left so I can wake up from this nightmare and return,
so we can recreate old memories and create new ones.
Please just come back and stop my heart from aching and my eyes from tearing
Because I'm having difficulties accepting that you are gone.
So please tell me we'll meet again, and may it be so
©noeleen
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