I'm stuck on the last page of my life,
Left with little ink to write but I strive,
The words written sloppy as I cried,
My hollowed soul with no joy but I smiled.
Its the last chapter of my life so please listen to my story for im sad,
It all started with my beauty vanishing as in the fate of a dying star,
And my thoughts exploding the pains and agony of my ending path,
Its a catastrophe with no supernova to shine on my dark lonely night,
I gave my hair to the summers fall In exchange for a little time,
And I paid the price by nauseating my gut, pill-ing for a little while,
Like the divine on the bathroom floor, I revised and borrowed a verse,
It's the verse I rehearsed, for the hardest part of this was saying goodbye.
I wish I could travel round the world on different planes with 21 pilots,
But I'm on a red carpet date taking my pills on a chemical romance,
Even if I had a knight in blistering armor to take on for the night,
My chapped lips and wasting bones could drive a spear to his heart.
It's the last chapter of my life ,please stay with me and make it worthwhile,
Not out of spite or out of pitiful vibes, but stay with me just for a night,
Let's talk about the time when we had the beauty of the world to delight, Let's talk about the moments when we shared and gave out lovely smiles.
Stay with me and don't wet your eyes, nor wish for my passing breath to revive.
I'm stuck with the last page of my life,
And with my little time ,to my loved ones I write,
To my family,hold on to our moments and keep them in your heart even in my demise,
To my lover Jake, remember how we spent nights watching the skies,
And how we had a long journal with so many pages for us to write,
Wish I could ink with you, but this is my last page, I can give to you,
Please don't let the sorrow enslave your heart ,for I'd be in the other side waiting for You to arrive.
©lanceslim
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