"I thought you were the one this whole time but I was so Wrong,
Always had it in my mind that the love we had for each other was Strong,
But I guess as the time past and goes forward, the relationship begins to Deteriorate,
Putting it in my mind that hope that we will recover to how we once were going at our own Rate,
It all started when you begin to have your doubts about Me,
Kept trying to tell you that I know I'm difficult but I'm worth it but with that you couldn't See,
Left me all out in the cold to fend for myself and looking for ways to Survive,
Never did I think that this horrible day will come and greet me and Arrive,
But here I am, going through it as I try my best to navigate through this whole Situation,
Facing those challenges and the ups and downs of having that constant build up of Frustration,
At the same time, I can't get too down on myself for someone that's not going to be there when things begin to Skid,
And is nowhere to be found when the lines don't seem to be lining up correctly on the Grid,
With everything that we have experienced and been going through, never thought you would change up on me not one Bit,
Now it's the present day, as I sit back and reflect still in shock and disbelief with all that's happened as I still can't believe It ..."
©jamaree
J