can't drown

can't drown in a sea of tears
when that's all I wanna do
while your not here
not seeing you repeatedly
has me at odds to continue
with me and you
loving you isn't easy
but neither is watching you
constantly not see me
while you had several
opportunity to do so
you know this anyway
all that's left with me
but all I wanted is you close
a embrace a hug
that's all I have know form you
all I know is I can't drown
can't let us both down
but can't let you go
©kellidowd