I can't seem to shake this devil from my life, it's the reason for my struggles and every bit of my strife.
It tears me down and devours my soul, to a helpless nothing, A bottomless hole.
I have so much going for me and so much at stake. "don't you get it you've drained me there's nothing left to take".
God...I prayed to you, I begged and I pleaded, for your helping hand to pull me up from this bottomless pit, that's it that's all that I needed.
I never asked for a miracle, it was just a simple request. that you help strengthen me to keep from ever becoming that way again and i would do the rest
I sit alone almost everyday, miserable and anxious with not much left to say.
All I want is the chance to be free zdx free from the destruction and mayhem you have again assigned to me.
At times I consider ending it all, thinking that the only peace I may feel is the last of my fall.
I can't seem to escape this grip and it's the worst one yet, feeling my whole self with utter hate and regret
So please God if your listening im gona try this again.. I don't ask for much and try my best not to sin
Help to loosen this grip that's slowly killing me, for I fear if it doesn't another day I may not see.
©amada1986
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