Mind shuts down
At my reflection I frown
In words I drown
Suffocated by my brain
Death bed has been lain
Can't take this much pain
How can I get a break
My whole life is at stake
This smile is fake
I can't hide
Since it comes from inside
So many times I've cried
Now they've all dried
No more time to bide
My heart has died
Brain is fried
Too many times I've tried
About my emotions I've lied
Lost all pride
Get me off this damn ride
Thoughts smash down like a tide
From myself I've shied
The voices broke through my armors chide
©melodyal
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