I saw you walk into the room.
every syllable every phrase every word grew stoned cold paralyzed as my breath grew frozen like ice.
I cough in my head, dizzy my functions were, I choked, I wanted to say something but the words, the millions of words tangled up in my head played a lovesick symphony.
every note every key punctuating my heart striking me like lightning making me want you.
your black raven like long wavy hair.
your porcelain flawless barely tanned skin as the thoughts of having you naked in my bed consumed me getting me high as I daydream of mirages of making your deep blue eyes underneath your glasses roll at the back of your head as I came to.
as the thoughts of you hypnotizes me they put me in some kinda of trance.
I was mesmerized and I wasn't even your man.
I had a girlfriend.
a emotional mentally abusive one.
and you were my now unexpected muse that made me run passionate rivers of blood and ink.your precious thighs I'd caress the in-between.
underneath my sheets at night I wanted to feel skin on skin I wanted your porcelain soft pale skin to confound me, your breasts in a hug to comfort me, your wet tight pussy somehow consume me. fuckin you would be the sweetest Nirvana my promiscuous sweet escape I run away with you like cat and Bruce Wayne in the bat cave.
yet I'm left with my sweet erotic dreams alone gasping in the night moaning, screaming, for the agonizing sweet relief.
as I come back down to earth surely but really as a hello and a smile brought me back to Kansas again I was no longer in the land of Oz.
catching my breath for holding it for so much beauty cause I want your heart tattoo with mine so we'd never be apart.
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