Wake up screaming!
Reaching out (to my true self)
Memories never die,
like nails in my heart,
violation from the darkest depths.
The Sting of torn souls, this
faceless desecration of life, expressed through a night sky burning red!
The day has been blackened by shame. Facing death, without a sign of life,
like the empty gaze of a child
branded by (psychosis.)
Just a shimmer of understanding,
grasping to maintain
the cold touch of chaos.
Somewhere buried deep within
Is a light that forever shines...
I'm on the edge.
It seems like we are creating
but bitter repercussions.
Are we disarmed of all control?
Tampering with the
codes to our existense.
(Shattering the feeling Remnant!!!)
The blasphemy! will take its toll.
Driving down the darkness
Stricken by the madness
Praying for forgiveness
While we play god.
With blood on our hands,
we alter our perception of reality...
Morticians clad in white
are seeking their prey.
Compassion has been left behind
(somewhere along the way)
In the search for a controllable mind.
Trespassing on sacred realms,
Trying to sustain the dying breed.
Trying to eradicate
the features of our weaknesses.
Delete and improve
versions of ourselves,
Trying to cure us from this disease.
We're dethroned & left to bleed!
Human nature is shedding skin.
(We're all just shedding skin...!!)
Archetypal visions of the future
have got me anxiously reeling,
As I stare into the abyss
I must seize the calm,
It holds more than life.
(Fading, falling,
weightless and shameless..)
It seems like
all the prayers in the world
can't bring us back
from this darkness,
(This is our last breath...)
We have taken this earth without warning.
She's a Victim of the ultimate injustice.
Nothing will ever make sense of this.
Nothing could have prepared me.
All that will be left are memories,
the pieces of a shattered existence.
I wish I could bring us back,
right through our last breath,
but I feel it fleeting...
Choking, in the grip of suspicion!
Trapped beneath the
sword of absolution,
Escape is impossible.
Indulging ourself in ignorance,
Blocking out the sun.
Turning in the breeze,
Hanging high above
in a noose of sympathy.
What has become of us?
Through the souls of ages,
This deceitful elevation
Collapses into infernal rage
From corrupted meditations
Indulging in the pleasures of
the fallen, giving ourselves away!!!
Once again I've lost my way.
Going nowhere fast,
I dread the return.
I Spend my days in
this self-made cage.
Where my soul can dwell,
and my loneliness is
thriven far to well.
(Mourning a dead world!)
Empty life of relentless shame
(Mourning a dead world!)
Seeing through what we've been taught,
breathing in life to seek the truth.
(Mourning a dead world!)
as progress paves the forest
and paints the sky.
Cities rise like cancer,
rive of life is now dry..
Too many years have passed.
Too much blood has been spilt.
Now finally I've realized
what is my destiny, my will.
Things aren't always what they seem
As my scars on heart will show,
On hollow ground I stand!
On hollow ground I repent!
These sins were mine. I'm gone, I know.
Dazed and weakened by the haze.
Went nowhere fast,
I still dread the return.
I've lost my ways, can't seem to find
the path... am I losing my mind?
Maybe my redemption's there to find.
Feeling desensitized, like a living scar.
A painful darkness shrouds my mind.
I've gazed into my deformed self:
Tormented and set ablaze.
Under the surface - there are wounds
(that seem as if they will never heal)
Under the surface - where the demons
(take control.)
So numb and cold, the living void.
Striving, fighting, to regain control,
to end all this agony.
I've gazed into my deformed self:
tormented and set ablaze.
Cannot ease this pain called living.
Something inside me has died.
I'm succumbing to the pain.
Fighting this long-lost battle of
inner conflict Struggling in vain.
Something within me has died.
I succumb to the dark-side (in a Free-fall)
Draining the life blood from my veins,
Ease this pain called living, Save me!!
I've served my time in lament, for humanity.
Cleanse me, release me from the pain.
Bludgeoned and battered, tears trickle
down from my mind with the gaping
head wounds, from these razor-sharp attacks.
Something is pulling me down.
A final descent. Victimized!!
A trail of crimson from my eyes.
(Eternal scourge! Crucify your hope!)
Victims Iced, violated,
struggling in the cold.
We have achieved only Traces...
All the shadows still hover over
from the archaic remnants of the past.
We crawled together through defeat
Until it consumed us,
Until we were empty
And nothing but hatred remained.
Holiness displayed Ashen and hollow.
Tear it all apart, piece by piece.
Unfolding! Losing all!
I will carry this treachery 'til the end
unless I beakdown & disintegrate,
or until you can see it clearly,
we live like ghosts...
Embrace the end, as we descend
deeper into the fire of
the pain that you feel.
The nightmare is reeling you in.
Grasping, crawling, clinging to life
Holding on to illusions
Tearing, feeding, tasting the blood
As we savor the killing
Welcome, welcome to the apocalypse
A twisted smile upon the Devil's lips
We are fighting for control of our minds!
The panic is building up from deep within
the unconscious, psychoid depths.
I always have hope that the pain
will end with the passage of time.
(No matter how many layers deep
we try to hide ourself.
They will crack and peal away
to reveal something else.)
From the stigma of
the primordial past
we must break free.
Come to terms with
all that tortures us.
Tragic ancient memories invade.
Let the storm winds
wash them all away.
Break away from the curse
of humanities original sin.
We turn away, as we stay hidden
behind a twisted grin.
Purified I stand before the flames.
As the ashes cover yesterday.
Imprisoned by actions of the past.
No use holding on to
scarred emotional tissue.
Crimson cloaked memories!
Blood soaked destiny!
This can not be the way it seems.
Lost a hold of the demons inside of us.
(The damage is being done)
The desolation that's inside of us
is violently lurking beneath
(Beneath the skin) Don’t be fooled
by what we've become (silent killers)
quiet, anxious suffering in silence...
Evil dwells within the halls of the
most sacred inner places.
The conclusion comes crashing in.
Frantically re-playing the days.
Till the tattered clothes drape our fame.
This is happening once again.
The threads of life start to tear.
Hanging above the pit of our despair.
Seems the end is growing near.
The life you knew will always disappear.
Every human life will overlap and interwine.
Create and integrate the fabric our destiny
(of all Humankind.)
START THE FIRES TILL
THEY SURROUND.
Start the fires burning
until they envelope everything .
Is there nothing left Worth fighting for?
Forever more, Beneath the waterline,
Sinking still further down.
I dwell in silence now.
Awake and face the truth
of all that is the True-Self...
START THE FIRE TILL
THEY SURROUND.
A tongue tied explanation raining
down from scattered thoughts.
They reinforce their doubts
until they draw blood.
Forever more, Beneath the waterline.
Sinking still further down.
I dwell in silence now, waiting...
Keep your misery
and well-put sympathies
I feel I've been losing forever,
destroying myself in spite.
Grid my teeth, breaking myself,
nurturing a snake..
(I am not the only one)
We have been conditioned
to feel nothing.
We turn our backs
on all these crimes.
Cries fall on deaf ears,
and the killing continues.
They say what we don't know,
it will never hurt us, but nothing
could be further from the truth..
In an uncaring life -
we are all worlds apart.
In this race doomed to fail -
we are all worlds apart!
In this system we support -
we are all worlds apart!!
In my soul - we are united,
through to the core
we are fused as one..
Look again into the mirror
See who you despise
Keep looking over your shoulder
That shadow may not always be your own
It's living in us, on us, eating us alive
It bears a striking resemblance,
it bears our scars
Confront the horrors of self
(You keep taunting me from
within the Eye of the Storm.)
Burn the lies, I won't shed another Tear
Take it all, I've bled for far too long.
(Caught in this Storm!)
I want into the Calm
Humanity has been
severed away from faith.
(No matter how absurd
the consequences)
We Sever the sight of Soul -
Criticize and persecute
the Other Within,
condemning the mind
to an archaic remnant.
Its time to stare in blindly,
past the surface to our
(mortal /emotional wounds,)
re-ignite and raise a fire,
(A Fire Alive!!)
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