I felt like a guinea pig
Being lab tested
For over a decade
So i chose to turn my back
Fuck them meds
I needed to es-cape*
Now i killed apart of my lung
Veins filled with an arsenal of clots
My filter defends me from big ones
Them little ones...like bullets
Flowing randomly choosing targets
The meds can make them gone
Obey the doc orders
Be whatever in them labs
Before time runs out
If not for me
Do it for her
Thru thick n thin with ur spouse.
Not properly caring for myself
Adds weight to the shoulders that care
My selfishness is roofless
I grow older of each pill
Hate them things
But im scared of my russian roulettes
Tiny little blood thinner
Too little i clot too much n i bleed
Out my tear ducks
Took to many chances
Tugged many wars
Me vs them, what the fuck
Beating them leads to death
So join em n live
But for how long
Each cig knocks time
Off my lifeline
Love my joints
Weed to grave
Damned if i do or damned if i wont
So whats the point
Simple they say
Walk that narrow path
Live as long as i can with my wife
The harder it gets
The further we get
Shes my life
*finding nemo when dore read escape
©mobombs
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