With my heart I loved
Smiled and shared all I had
With much enthusiasm I welcomed Strangers so they would feel at home.
Creating a better place is all I dreamt
Selfish desires is nothing I understood
Atleast I was naive, simple and gullible
Yet all came to me, exploited and left
So coldness I received, betrayal I learnt
Hatred bred ,all hopes chatted I stayed
Tried to collect my image but in vein
Now am transformed, changed to say
So cold to former friends I desired
So mean to even see myself smile
Searching my old image in the mirror
Yet nothing I find, except regrets, hatred and painful scars ,
Wondering how it all happened
Trying to say it wasn't the very people The ones I loved most for sure
Yet I know they were and forever shall Be the reason am strange to them
The reason I have changed
Yet all say am distant forgetting they pushed me away from the cliff
Trying to return what they broke
Trying to collect my scattered pieces
Yet never shall fit again.
©meisha
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