I'm cheating on him yes
And he knows it
Each time I say bye
I know deep inside he asks why
I say I'll be out with my friends but he knows I'm lying
He's dying but there nothing he can do
He loves me that's why he still stays
I see it in his eyes
How he suffers for my doings
Yesterday night Martin dropped me at home
He saw me kissing him through the window pane
And the pain he felt was unbearable
I don't want to kill him anymore
I don't want to be a murderer
But I can't leave him
See this guy found me on the streets selling the only thing God gave me for free
He looked at me with tears in his eyes
And asked me to follow him
In my head I knew I had found a client
But in his mind he had found a wife
He took me from there
Housed me and gave me everything I needed
With hopes that one day I'd change
It hurt me so much
To see him so hurt
And knowing that I'm the cause
Our daughter
Ooh yes we have a daughter she's turning two
And the only gift I can think of
Is changing
Changing for them
Changing for him
Him that loved me in a micro mini on the streets of Nairobi acting cheap
Him that saw the inner me and believed that one day I'd better my life
So now writing this
I'm from buying a new sim card
I'm changing everything about me
Cutting off all my friends
For I'm starting a new life
I'm taking a new path
With the only man that loved me
The man that saw the good in me
Not a one time pleasure
But a life time partner
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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