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chaos inside

Constant friction between
What I think and what is real.
How I act and how I feel.
The words I speak
and the voices I hear.
My thoughts are at war.
My mind is a battlefield.
Paranoia clouds my perception.
My emotions are shaded deceptions.
I live in a continual state of confusion, Where reality is an allusion.
And Self Control is the real delusion
©stevenfore