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chasing a muse

wandering deep.
I lose myself.
I lose myself to the complexity of love.
haunted by the things you say.
so sultry and sweet.
the things you do.
somehow makes me complete.
yet I watch you.
in the idle corner of my eye.
taking you in like a painting.
every angelic detail.
you're a dream like mazzy Star.
yet I stand there.
choosing to fade into the white.
knowing I will never be the same.
going to the gravitational pull that is you.
your black long curly hair.
those deep blue sea eyes.
porcelain deadly soft pale skin.
breasts so mouthwatering I die again and again.
thighs that leaves me to faint.
seduced by the sweet swish.
the visible fabric kissing in-between your pussy just to leave me guessing.
ass cheeks with one touch I no longer remain as nothing.
yet I chase you.
like there's something there.
like I'm contagious.
unaware of the sickness that plague my every move.
yet I'm sick.
terrible but true.
I can't keep my eyes off you.
as they follow you like a sick puppy.
I die in just the sake of love.
never eating.
trying to find sleep.
in a dream I know every night I see you.
ravaging you again and again.
memorizing the love faces on your face.
my slow hand finding home as you pounce on me.
as you turned your pretty little head to look back in infatuation or in love.
you gasp hard you moan biting your lip.
as everything in the room goes dead.
there's nothing but you and me.
my hands making a mess.
your body in a promiscuous arch.
bellowing ohs cuz you love it too much.
knowing the sight of me killing softly the body of you that tremble in my grasp.
I had you in a chokehold.
there's nothing but the chase.
a dance.
a love you can't erase.
infatuation.
fixation.
admiration.
knowing I can't fight this sickness that is love.
©darkmocha