Happiness so close but barely beyond my grips...My heart making me cold, my mind makes me sick... There is even a happiness that makes the heart afraid... Finding reasons to survive, The truths I evade... Scared of everything, the happiness & the contentment... Afraid to laugh, a living hell... Each successive breath, a burden to carry... Weeping, sobbing, the unnoticed me... The demons inside me screaming to hell... As if they'll soon bring me to death... Sinking into unconsciousness, fighting with my own self... No face to vent out, scared to call out for help... Pain glides through my soul, my Heart burns like a coal... Tried to conquer, but still losing control... Some run behind happiness, but for the sadness I pine... They all notice me but all they say is "It's all in mind..." 💔
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