Chess

I don't want to hear about
All the women you have
Eaten out
Who you fucked
How they sucked
I don't care
Pour more salt
On the old open wounds
You left me with
We are friends
But we once were lovers
You were my husband
Those stories
You can keep them
To yourself
They don't entertain me
It only irritates me
You want to come back
I prayed back then
For god to make you
Go far away
He heard me
He Deported you to Italy
Twenty years ago
When you come back
You will find out
Things have changed
I'm not the same
Neither are you
You have softened
And I have hardened
I'm meaner than you
I'm actually afraid
That my anger
Won't turn a page
I'll be stuck
On hurting you
You left me in tears
Raising our son
On my own
I wanted you gone
I wanted you in pain
I felt you deserved it
Karma from all your games
Your honesty was always lies
What am I thinking
To ever give you another chance
You don't deserve it
To get back in my heart
If you ever can
Would be a miracle
If it's god will
We will see
But I'm not making any promises
I'm triggered
You are always the one
Who pulls the trigger
Figure this out
Because trust with me is not what you are building
You are only making me question
What do you really want
Again I'm back to not trusting you
Meaness is what I will give you
Because you deserve it
How's that for being jealous
You always loved to get me
Rowed up
To you
that shows
how much I care
I'm to old for games
If this is only a game to you
You will lose
You'll see
Play me
Check mate
I was always
better at chess
Than you
©kazmac